So, with the confession that the person running the random collab, we're to understand that the only reason to run a random collab is to make sure you get to collab with who you want to with no regard for anyone else in the random collab. My collab went badly, but no one cares about that. It's all about running games to make sure you get to collab with who you want, right? There is a HUGE lack of communication in 50/90, or is it just me, because it seems collabs abound - everyone is collabing.....but I'm not. So I wonder - is there collab clique? or do you have to play a certain instrument to collab? or is it only certain people who get to collab? Because not everyone gets to ask...I personally have been SHUT DOWN every time I've asked for a collab, with the exception of Arthur Rossi - but he kinda lets everyone collab, right? but NO.....every time I've asked to collab, outside of about 3 people, I've been told NO - and the same 3 people comment on my songs, so ...lets get real here ...cuz I"m ready to give up music entirely.....if my songs suck.. So I need the real reasons why I'm not good enough to be in the "collab clique".....and YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE..most of you frequent the slack chat, and so willing to BRAG about collabing - like you are some kinda celebrity.
The only collabs I'm getting to ask to do is vocals - and you've all made it QUITE clear I'm NOT a vocalist and should not try to sing.....so....maybe you all just wan't me to go away entirely?
Rejection hurts. thinking I"m not good enough to work with you hurts.
Thinking you think I have no talent even hurts worse.
Where did you get your sense of entitlement?